A query for you my love..
A query for you my love- is it my wit that keeps you lying next to me on a sunny morning, lazily sleeping in
Or perhaps, perhaps it’s my full soft lips that makes your body sweat on top of me, hungrily, merrily.
Maybe, just maybe- could it be my eccentricity that keeps you knocking on my door at night, charming smile and all, condoms and all
Just what I need at midnight, just what I need.
Let me tell you what I think it is
I think it’s my ample young breasts so soft for you, so tender, I think that’s why you hold me tight
Or possibly, just thinking, could it be that I am always here for you?
No matter my location, no matter my intoxication or plans I will always let you in
I let you in, pick me up and pretend you are mine if only for a little while
You know…you know what else it could be?
My energy- my naivety- my trust
I ask no questions, not brave enough for the truth
I spread my legs for lies and a perfect fit
I am filled with glee and humiliation all at once I’d been had again.
Cheers to disappearing, a drastic measure yet necessary if I have any chance at a future.
Someone told me I would one day be happy and be upset at the decisions I made when I was unhappy.
Bullshit.
I’ll take my chances and blow you out of my mind, shave everyplace you touched. I will erase you and begin again.
I will scrub, bleed and forget
I will scrub, bleed and forget
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